i wish i knew a way to make it stop, all of it. i wish i knew a way to make you happy. i wish i knew a way to show you that i'm there for you. constantly. even if i act like i'm not. i wish i could make all your dreams come true. but there's no good done living in a dream, in a wish, in a fairytale. i wish i knew what to do, to be enough for you. to surprise you and make your heart stop. like he does. i wish i knew how to comfort you, like he does. i wish i knew a way to show you how beautiful i think you are. but sometimes, i'm lost. without any sense of direction. i'm meant to know you better than anyone. but sometimes, i just don't know what to say or do to show you how much you mean to me. i just want to make you smile.