i miss you everyday, it gets so hard being so far away from you. i just want to see your face, i want to be able to look into your eyes and see your smile. i adore your smile. i don't think there has ever been a day that i haven't wanted to see it in the last almost 6 years, your the most amazing guy ive ever met. i can't believe that our friendship has grew nothing but stronger since i moved to new zealand. but you kept your promise and came to stay with me :) it was soo awesome. just thinking about it now puts a giant grin on my face. your my best friend. i can't describe how much you mean to me darling. i love you robert thomas cudahy.