Thursday, September 23, 2010

stop it, please.

my wish came true. but now i don't know what to do; you keep telling me that you know you'll fall in love with me, that you've never felt like this before, that we'll be together for a very long time, that i'm the most amazing girl ever. to some girls; this would make them melt. but as for me. i'm freaking the fuck out. fall in love? are you fucking kidding me. i just got out of a 3 year relationship, with someone i still love. i'm trying to force myself out of love. & you; your trying to rush into it. i've told you that it'll take time & that maybe one day i will love you. but not anytime soon. i like you so much, & i don't want to be a bitch to you, but can you please back off? one of the worst mistakes a person can make in a relationship is trying to rush into love. that's one of the things that ruins them. & i don't want to ruin this one. i've put so much effort into getting you back, i want it to stay lovely. don't get me wrong, i think your fucking adorable, & you make me smile all the time. but i'm not ready to fall back in love.

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