Sunday, October 3, 2010

we we're only just a dream.

after telling me to leave you alone, you texted me again yesterday "just a dream - nelly. i fucking hate you." i ignored it and forced myself to not text back. even though; i wanted to abuse you, i wanted to tell you that i fucking hated you too. but today on my way home the song came onto the radio. as the words came out of the speakers, i was appalled to realize that you would send me a song from a black guy. you know how much i don't like rap music, it was something we had in common. the words spoke to me, as if you we're speaking to me yourself. and couldn't help but let it out, i had to let some of the tears out. - she was so easy to love. but wait, i guess that love wasn't enough. i'm going through it every time that i'm alone. and now i'm missing, wishing she'd pick up the phone. but she made a decision that she wanted to move one. coz i was wrong. and i was thinking about her, thinking about me. thinking about us, what we gonna be? open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream. we we're fools to think we would last forever, to think we would grow old together, to think we could have fixed what you so easily destroyed. fuck off, i don't need to hear this shit.

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