i just wish you would look up, and see how hurt i am. i wish you would notice how much pain i'm going through. i wish you would ask if i was okay, and care that i'm not. i wish you would show me a little sign of hope. i wish you would come to my house, hold me and kiss me. i wish you would tell me every thing's going to be okay. but you haven't, and i'm scared your not going to. i need you. right now, i need you so fucking much. but you wont come, your out having fun and enjoying yourself, whilst i'm here lonely, shaking, with tears dripping off my face. i need you.