i am so relieved your getting better, you had me very worried for a while. as soon as you said something went wrong i almost threw up, all of the worst case scenarios were racing through my head; and i started to panic. i was coming up with plans in my mind as to how i was going to get to you, or how i was going to talk people into driving me to you. i've never trusted doctors, and this is the reason why; they think they're god, and when they slip up, the patient is the one suffering for their mistakes and incorrect analysis. which in this case; is you. i was told removing a hernia is a simple operation, turns out it wasn't a hernia at all, and you have a dislocated sternum. so they opened up your chest and removed my favorite mole on your body; just to tell you there isn't anything you can do? what the fuck, that really boils my kettle. i don't even want to think about the pain your in, i'm sure it's excruciating but your a big, tough boy and i know you'll be back on your feet in no time darling.