i'm tired, tired of school and all of the bullshit that comes with it. so this afternoon, i had a nap. what i thought would be a harmless nana nap, instead i woke up in tears, shaking and scared my life was about to end. and of course i realised, it was just a dream. minutes after waking you knew i wasn't okay, i don't know how but you knew, "what's wrong? where are you?" i was speechless, it's as though something in your heart had told you i was scared, and it just proved to me even more that you are my best friend, without saying a word, you knew. i couldn't imagine my life without you in it, many kids these days say these words but never know it's meaning, but i do, and i mean it with my whole heart. i wouldn't be the person i am today without you holding my hand through it all the last few years, i wouldn't have been able to change my life, without you. i wouldn't have been able to make it out of bed most days without your encouragement. and this morning? you we're upset, dwelling on the cunts who fucked you over, you could barely bring yourself to coming to school, but you did, and on the way; you picked me a rose. even when your fragile, you can still find it in your heart to show the people you love how much you truly do love them. you are without a doubt the most selfless person i have ever met. you are my everything, my heart, my hope, my sister, my best friend, my soul mate. and i will love you until the earth shrivels up and is turned into dust floating away into outer space.