this is what i want to do right now, the urge is growing bigger and stronger everyday. i asked you if there was one thing you would change about my body; and you said it would be my scars. you've always said you think they're disgusting, and the way you look at them kills me inside. the worst past about it is that, the way you talk about them, look at them, and judge me for them; makes me want to do it even more. but the thought of you, and what you would say, stops me. not only because you are the reason i wont hurt myself, but because i'm scared what you will think of me if you saw fresh wounds. if you think my year old scars are disgusting, what would you say if you saw my legs the way i want them right now.