i don't know what to do, i don't know what to think, i don't know what to say. everything reminds me of you, and i can't face the fact you wont be around anymore. i woke up this morning, looked outside at the bright blue cloudless sky, my first thought was 'BEACH!' and then i thought of you, and all the times we went to the beach together. lying in the sun, playing around in the water, learning to surf the waves, walking around the mount hand in hand, you holding me in your arms as the waves crashed over us. getting up early to go see david hasselhoff, and being hit in the head from one of the ice blocks he through to the crowd. we have so many memories at the beach, and all i want is to go there with you one last time. but i know that wont happen.