i don't understand you, more so than ever before. i don't know what to think, and it's worse because you don't want to talk about it. all i want to know is where we stand, because things are just weird right now, and it doesn't look like there will be much of a future for us from my point of view. lately i've been enjoying your best friends company more than yours. the last few times i've hung out with you both, he's been the one making me smile, and laugh. while you sit there, and sulk? i just don't understand why you'd ask to hang out for the night, if your not intending on talking to me, and when you do, it's just not the same. i know things effect you badly at times, but you shouldn't let that get in between us, and at the moment; it's pulling us apart.