Friday, April 29, 2011

dreams don't come true.

i was able to block you out for a while, cutting my thoughts down to a couple a day, it was easy; it was the holidays, and i knew i wouldn't have any chance of seeing you. but, of course, having my luck; i saw you. you didn't see me, but i saw you. and ever since then, there hasn't been a night i haven't dreampt about you, waking up smiling, feeling on top of the world, and then a few moments later everything stops; remembering that you didn't forgive me, remembering you don't want to be friends, you don't want anything to do with me, and then that heavy feeling i get in my chest returns, and everything starts to crash, again.

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