for the last three years i have been searching for a way to find someone like you. someone that likes me from me, someone that doesn't want anything from me or to change me, someone who wants me to be happy, and be happy with me. now that i've found someone like that, i'm starting to notice just how broken i am, from the last two loves. i'm starting to notice how lost i am, within this town, and within myself. i used to find comfort in the thought i knew who i was, and what i wanted from a partner, but now; it feels like i have no idea. even though, to some point, i do; in other ways i don't. he makes me happy, but something is missing, and i don't know what that is. i like him, but something is missing, and i don't know what that means. recently, there has been a thought lingering around my brain;
' maybe i'm just too broken, and weak to start all over again.'