maybe for once, i should just accept the fact that you are a let down, instead of hoping that you wont let me down anymore. i should learn to expect absolutely nothing of you, except your sarcasm and your love for drugs and sex. i will hold you in my mind with no value at all, and that way you will never let me down. although, the way i hold you in my heart is completely different, and there is not anything i can do to change that. trust me; i've tried, and tried, and tried again.